Flying to Beirut tomorrow and I'm having mixed feelings about this trip with all that's going on over there. I'm going with family (never been there with family before), and I no longer have friends in Beirut.. only acquaintances! Isn't that sad?
Plus, I've been bottling up some unwanted emotions since 2001, and I dread this visit will stir them up and bring them back to surface again.
(No, Mom.. I haven't started packing yet)
Well, I guess I have to face my fears since boycotting Liban is out of the question. It's about time I refresh my Beirutian memory anyways.
I'll pack tomorrow.