Thursday, January 27, 2005

Hit the Publish Post button and run..

I am both ashamed and embarrassed for returning his calls.. for being so weak.. for keeping my weakness a secret form my best friends, my sisters, & my brothers whom I love more than anything.
I am mostly ashamed and embarrassed for falling for the wrong guy.

I have never felt this small.

13 comments:

shosho said...

Falling for the wrong guy is an embarrassment every girl has to undergo - this is the only way to realize the true value of yourself.

Probably you won't find the happiness you are after down the road, but you will find something more important - the true "you", which you will learn not to compromise the next time. So you will learn it the hard way, but believe me, it's the good way too!

Enjoy :)

Jacqui said...

We always fall for the wrong guys.. it's just that wrong is always more tempting and I dunno hehehe

Btw.. nice look and thanks for adding me to your Neighbor list :P

Jewaira said...

Just accept that you are attracted to him. Nothing to do with weakness. No harm falling for the wrong guy. But overall do not keep it a secret because that is when you will be taken advantage of. Always have someone that you can talk to that may keep you level-headed :)

Shurouq said...

Shosho,
Thanks dear, I'll take your word for it

Nazzal,
What if it's a bit beyond that blood rush?

Jackie,
Oh no.. I'm realy not into bad guys. Are you?

Jewaira,
It's no secret anymore.
And I can't accept it.. see, I'm the one who's always first to jump and say: "ditch him/her, s/he's bad for you"

What a sleazy hypocrite I have become!

Nooni said...

then just ignore him and don't lose you dignity girl just dump him if you don't want him , don't tell me this is love !!!

Shurouq said...

*@@*nooni,
min 3yooni

Practical,
shda3wa.. My life isn't a soap opera

Nooni said...

teslam 3yoonich ya galbi
PSS: why shall she get in contact with someone she felts embarassed for replying him !! it means he hurted her hey girls don't lose your selfs for these guys there is better quality out there its just a matter of time girls ,, you deserve better shorouq

Shurouq said...

Nazzal,
I choose not to elaborate :)

Practical,
You're right.. I couldn't agree more

Pink,
lol I don't have the sassiness it takes, babe!..

*@@*nooni,
Thank you

Shurouq said...

Merci, Nazzal :)

Shurouq said...

Brachypelma,
Everyone is lonely deep inside, no?

Shurouq said...

Brachypelma,
I am grateful for all the 'ne3am' I have (spiders included).. And that inner lonliness is a bliss too.

Shurouq said...

نزال
رفعت معنوياتي والله :)

كل يوم تعال

Shurouq said...

Pink dear,
Your wish is my command.
It ends here.
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